Engraves

Many engraved letters
Written in my bloody ink
Pasted to a white sheet of paper
Staining the rest of the clean sheets
My body lying dead cold on the bed
My thoughts are running free around the room
My long hair lays disheveled
My clothes torn
My pillow is stained with tears of separation
I tremble from inside and shiver from the outside
I ban the feeling of negativity
And embrace the little sparks of hope
I can imagine your eyes
Your little smile
And this tortures me more
I watch the blood coming out of my hands
Now pouring on my clothes and sheets
Everything around me turns red
And I return to my sleep.